| snow globe holly daisy |
[19 Feb 2010|03:37pm] |
:D :D :D
ive been meaning to scan and upload allthese for a while now! for thispast holiday seasondaystyme imade a buncha cards and sent them out to mostlyfamily but then a fewothers caaausewell im saving up asmuch monies i can for the upcoming move im about to make and really didnt have muchcash to spend on oodles of cheerygifts. i still bought some anyways but u__u pshaw and look onward:
ihad TONS of fun making these (((: what i did was draw the original thingmo on some bristol and color it a bit, took it to a pritingplace and made a buncha copies on cardstock then colored them all with whatever i could getmyhandson: watercolors mostly, but markerscrayonspencils galore too! took forevers but im soglad i made em--making peoplehappy during THEIR happytimes is stillimportant to me even when i dont really share their celebrations in thosesame happytimes V: if anyone cares to see em biggerandclearer, ive uploaded these to flickr for that verypurposealone: www.flickr.com/photos/weja/sets/72157623343590523/ |
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| ITSY BITSY ETSY |
[10 Feb 2010|11:58pm] |
i have now rolledmy stinkmark all over etsy :DDD
to visit my shop go HERE: etsy.com/shop/weja
i only have the one original art piece for sale right now, but im FORSURE going to have lots of stuffins at the shop in the maybenear future! likesuch as buttons and stickers and bookmarkins and prints and more arts and other randomstuffs i made--ALL SORTS OF STUFF. butyes, assurance that this shop will definately be active, especially now that im drawing more frequently and am superexcited to start producing morestuffs of my own. (((:
if anyof you guys have any comments bout the shop, suggestions for me or anything AT ALL, feelfree to spray away n__n
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| EXCITEMENT SHOOTING OUT OF MY SKULL |
[08 Feb 2010|07:50pm] |
YESYESYES ONE WEEK IN MAY
+ME
+MY FAVORITE PERSON IN ALL OF EXISTANCE
+BEN FOLDS
+THE MOUNTAIN GOATS
+PARKS, ARTS, PUPPIES AND MORE
YEYSGFWEFWEFAJERWFE OMG SUNSHINEAND LOLLIPOPS SHOOTIN OUTTA MY FACEHOLES I AM SO HAPPY RIGHTNOW EFF YOU EVERYONE WHO I WORK FOR WHO TRIED TO MAKE THINGS SHITTY AND RUINED AND DIFFICULT FOR ME THIS IS SO MUCH BETTER TIMES A BAJILLION :DDDDDD
ps hellowagain livejournal i have forsaken tumblr in my short time there IMISSEDYOUSO<B
BOOKING MY TICKET NOW SHOOMZOOM YES AWESOME
 unrelatedpic but only wayne coyne can convey the magnitude of my elation at this very moment ((((((((((: |
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| i am thankful for my room; i will be leaving it soon |
[26 Nov 2009|10:47am] |
the fog lifted and the world was seen for the first time with WIDE EYES
ignorance no longer an option, the choice to accept was embraced
greenapplegreenappleapplegreengreengreenapplegreen
(:
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| i maek bookmarek :B |
[26 Jul 2009|11:46pm] |
click ze pic for mo info V: only if you want me to make you a bookmark (: ...BUT IN EXCHANGE FOR MONEY CAUSE I NEED TO EAT if you dont have deviantart email me at sunbrine AT gmail DOT com if you cannot figure that out you do not DESERVE to have your book marked you insolentingrate D: |
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| ripmj |
[26 Jun 2009|01:37am] |
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iam totally wearin this to work tomorrow V:
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| A GENTLEMENS CONVERSATION [ie i ordered a tv from newegg and wheretheff is it V:] |
[11 Jun 2009|06:44pm] |
alisha
Initial Question/Comment: Order Verification
18:29:52 System
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18:29:52 System
Hello my name is Courtney. How may I help you today?
18:31:16 alisha
hi (: im trying to figure out why my order wont go through--i got an email saying my address/number didnt match up with my creditcard information but i really dont think thats the case. i even went back and tried something different and it still didnt work.
18:31:48 alisha
i just moved recently, so my shipping address is different from my billing address--could that be the problem?
18:33:02 Courtney
The best way to add an address to your credit/debit card account would be to call the phone number on the back of your credit/debit card and tell them you want to add an alternate shipping address in the memo field. Let them know that you are placing an online order and that the retailer must verify your personal information before shipment to eliminate the possibility of fraud. Give us a call when that is complete and that should remedy the problem.
18:34:04 alisha
alright, ill try that :D thankyou!
18:34:47 Courtney
No problem at all. Is there anything else I can assist you with?
18:35:19 alisha
is there a specific number i should call when im done talking with my bankpeoples?
18:35:42 Courtney
800-390-1119
18:36:16 alisha
thanks ((((:
18:36:52 Courtney
Do you have any other questions, or is there anything else I can assist you with today?
18:37:01 alisha
nope, thankyoumuchly :D
18:37:32 Courtney
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18:38:12 alisha
okay i promise to do that if you promise to climb a tree today (:
18:39:27 Courtney
Deal.
18:40:21 alisha
YES SWEET. youll love it i promise, but make sure it has strongbranches so you dont hurt it :D
THEN SHE TOLDME TO HAVE AN EGGCELLENT DAY AND I WAS ABOUT TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT HAVING EGGCITING TREETIMES BUT THE CHAT ENDED V: why do they all flee from meee j 3j
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| a monster walks into a bar and tells her mother shes moving out |
[09 Mar 2009|09:25pm] |
she probably just said those things because she felt abandoned alone hurt scared for her future and the future of her nine yearold son frustration concerning her situation a hopelessness burning at her core tearing her violently from the inside out. maybe i deserved most of it, too. i can understand her--at least a small fraction of the overwhemling whole being her current state and conjoined feelings because ive considered it all and worried and stressed for monthsuponmonths while weighing my options and the consequences any taken actions would bring. even so, i simply REFUSE to sacrifice my goals and ambitions my DREAMS any longer to continue playing the part of the enabler. allowing her to fallfurther into a state of retarded that knows no bounds. retarded as in stunted. a living stalemate. what good is a life without passion?
i want her to find happiness in living. if i asked, i doubt shed be able to recall the last time she woke up looking forward to the day ahead. when she was last excited in the morning and anxious about the promise that dailyrises with the sun. i know shewould cry if i asked her these things, because i know that she sees her life as over. theres little joy in her days and its neverbeen within my power to change something so great, furthermore SILLY of me to linger on the notion that id ever have such abilities. icannot fix this. i cannot devote my life to searching for her happiness, to striving to achieve her personal needsandwants. i cannot live life for her. i cannot find her a steady job with suitable pay and hours, nor can i instill within her the motivation to do so for herself. i cannot make everything work out for her. i cannot postpone independence any longer for the sake of a life she hardly wants to live. i can only support her to the best of my ability and help her as much as i possibly can without enabling her to continue living such an empty, unrewarding life.
i never understand. some things were said only to hurt me, as there is so other reason for such sourbits to ever inhibit her mouth, even in all her lividity. a mouth capable of producing such dirtyknives. while myown head was laden with thoughts of coming "home" whenever she needed me, anytime i was deemed useful to her in some way. my only reluctance is the worry reguarding her relying on me to the point of nogrowing and neverbetter. her bitter resolution that there couldnt possibly be anyone in this greatgreenglobe of ours whod care enough to take me in if i needed shelter, the definate knowledge of my notyet failure. SHE WAS SO SURE. my incapabilities. the assumptions of a great selfishness within me. and all those other dirtyknives aimed directly for my heart, close range.
maybe if i give her all the money she feels i owe her shell be satisfied. maybe then ill have paid the cost of life, compesated for my existance. if i agree to continue playing maid and mother, even after im gone. for as longas need be. if im sucessful in what i lay my heartstake into and feed her portraits of deademinence perhaps then shell be content with me. when she can yet again live without living, maybe then she will see the sun. i wonder if shell recognize it. i wonder if she once had hopes and dreams of her own. i wonder if she sacrificed them all for me, for her children. i wonder if she keeps the wouldhavebeens from me to save me from the weight of such crippling guilt. i wonder if theres anything i could ever do in all my years to repay her. i wonder if its a possibility to reimburse a life sacrificed for another.
theres somuch i appreciate. which is why i could never be anything but happy. iwish i could let her feel what i feel, see what i see. if only for one day, i think itd make all the difference. she wants to talk to me now, probably to freeherself from the wrong she feels that was released with the things shes said to me. it was less her wanting to hurt me and more her latching onto security, stability, all while being driven by fear. i know this. i also know i will never please everyone. i alone, cannot bring her happiness. theres countless things i will never be able to do. but i will never stop trying.
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| two oh oh nine |
[23 Dec 2008|04:54pm] |
i gotsome plans for this upandcoming year. these are lesslike resolutions, morelike things i hold important and want to keep at the front of mymind ALWAYS, until ive conquered all <>__<> OKAYYEAH ITS PRETTYMUCH A LIST OF RESOLUTIONS GODDAMMITGODDAMMIT.
• move out in the spring/summertime
• get a table for otakon and haveshit ready to SELL there
• no mas hermitland
• mas connection
• experiment with more art mediumseses
• get my site back up and running
• learn how to drive
• become fit
• draw all the tattoo art i owe everyone #_#
• learn how to screenprint shirts
• sculpt something awesome
• learn how to play one ormore of the three instruments i own
• see benfolds, andrewbird, and rufuswainwright :DDD
• climb more trees, ALOT MORE TREES.
• start comic+childrensbook
• still: give life to something amazing.
id also liketo make people [specifically those that i careabout in a closepersonal manner] happy in anyway i can, preferably in way of SURPRISES because they are the best. this is prettymuch a standard for me but ahwell. ill probably add more here as i think of things but this is a sweetass start, methinks.
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| pencil says hellow |
[30 Nov 2008|11:54pm] |
the stars fillthe sunshead and its still not enough
greedygrubbygrizzlypaws
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| and we MADELOVE like a pairof black wizards |
[05 Oct 2008|03:31pm] |
iam totally being wooed by of montreal. particularly inlove with the sunlandic twins album *__* (which i decided to listen to first because it had the word sun in it :DD) duno why i never listened to thisstuff before a fewweeks ago, cause its been chillin on my compu for FOHEVA. this stuff is squeezin on in up there with the likes of ben folds, psapp, i monster, tom waits, daft punk blahblah other musics i adore here V:
this weekend i:
was disappointed by lackofstars in my sky
accidently deathed a bee inmy stockings
dressed like a girljvhaslergwe D:
witnessed the wedding of my bossandfriend
and onthat note, weddings are fuckinWEIRD. i never understood them and never will. everything is so PLANNED, and that just seems heinouswrong to me--seeing how its a day thats come tobe because of strongsignificant feelings between two people and feelings are anything but planned. those plannedparts are kinda stupid to me, and i wouldnever want anyone watching me partake in something that im specifically sharing with ONE PERSONNNN why are allthose people there LOOKING. fuckinWEIRD i say. also the music always sucks. but as far as weddings go, abbies was a lovely one and i enjoyed myself (: the music was hellalame though, wantedto punch the dj in the hugeheadphoned ears. EXCEPT NOTREALLY CAUSE I DONTLIKE TO PUNCHPEOPLE BUT DDD: ahh, and i got to go to a greenplace and i yern for thegreen @_@@
ps my littlebrother is AMAZING:
off to shower and draw for mymom--its her birthday today (:
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| follow the ducks |
[30 Sep 2008|11:42pm] |
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maaan this stuff can hardly be considered art and moreso my brain spewing amusments on paper O R maybe theres no difference :B
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| SLICK AND TRICKERY |
[18 Sep 2008|11:58pm] |
BY JOVE I SAY
WHO PUT THIS SETH ROGAN IN MY DONNIE DARKO
...also i keepgetting spam emails from this SUNBONG philistine
por que pig
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| how /doth/ the little crocodile |
[16 Sep 2008|06:48pm] |
if, instead of the one ihave, my smile was gnarled, the teeth still present rottenyellow and pointed, would the elation behind it still be understood? would any eyes look longenough to receive it? receive it well? even if the face my mouth and companion features were set upon had been distorted beyond human recognition, into some monster never previously concieved? or perhaps, propellingthoughts a goodmany year in the future, where iam closer to the dirt than the womb--would the wrinkles thathave creased and sagged my skin with age misrepresent me and this very same smile, fixed before the very same intentions?
will a time come where ill no longer be able to communticate such simple, warming parts of myself to others by the natural cornered upturn of lips?
ITS CROOKED BUTI DEPEND ON THIS SHIT GODDAMMIT
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